Thursday, June 5, 2008

why??

so what if I want to do something that I know I shouldn't; something I will regret. Why do I want to do it anyway? What is the driving force?

I know that Paul said, "that which I ought to do I don't and that which I shouldn't I do" (complete paraphrase) -- but is it just human nature? I don't want to fight it but I should... the world says we shouldn't fight human nature -- we can't do anything about it. so it goes.

I think I'll just go to bed.

1 comment:

Rachel said...

This makes me very curious about what you are wanting to do. I think sometimes we want to do stuff that we think we shouldn't just to see if we can get away with it. To see if the harm we fear is really as harmful as it should be. Maybe this is just telling you reminding you that you are human. I hope you solved your dilemna (how do you spell THAT?) in a productive way.

love you! thank you for sharing your thoughts with me.